Personal Quotes
I refuse to look in the mirror. I refuse to see my face, red and tear-streaked, as my world falls out of place. I refuse to look in the mirror to see the hurt in my eyes, the shaking of my body, as I resort to silent cries. I refuse to look in the mirror. The pain in my heart spread like an infection and I witness it all through my reflection. I refuse to look in the mirror to see that last teardrop falls. I refuse to watch the failure as I give up on it all.
I really wish that everything in my life right now was just a dream so I could wake up now and everything would be better.
I just don’t laugh the way I used to. My tears are many but my smiles are few.
I really can’t say if I’m getting better or just finally getting used to the pain.
Used to the Pain by Tracy Lawrence Lyric
I hope you realize by now that when I say, “It’s fine,” I never mean it.
I realize that I’m trapped in the sorrow and the strife. I realize that I can’t escape.
I hope for your sake that you don’t wake up as broken as I am.
A Good Night’s Sleep by Starting Line Lyric
I promised you I’m alright. It just hurts when I breathe. So technically, I didn’t lie.
I can’t take it anymore. Everyone thinks I’m indestructible, the girl who never flinches, the girl who always hda a smile on her face, the girl who’s gone through nothing, the girl who has no scars, and I’m so tired of it. I don’t wanna live behind a wall of laughter and smiles anymore. I want people to understand me. I want people to understand how hard it is to be me and have to deal with all this crap and still be expected to be happy. It’s not fair. Why can everyone else just fall apart but I have to keep it together?
I cannot cry because I know that’s weakness in your eyes. I’m forced to fake a smile, a laugh every day of my life.
Because of You by Kelly Clarkson Lyric
I can’t show my real feelings on the outside but they’re tearing me up inside. It really sucks feeling this way. No one can help me, not even my friends. I just need my life back together again.
I can take a lot of pain. I’ll enjoy my days of sunshine but I won’t cry about my nights in the rain. I can’t stop crying. I don’t understand and it’s not the loud, screaming crying. It’s just the tears continuously roll down my face and I can’t do anything to stop them.
I grew up wishing on a star and look where it’s gotten me. Now my head is full with fake fantasies.
I can remember the very first time I cried, how I wiped my tears, and buried the pain inside. All of my memories, good and bad, that have passed I didn’t even take the time to realize. Staring at the cracks in the wall ’cause I’m waiting for it all to come to an end. Still I curl up right under the bed ’cause it’s ticking over my head all over again.