And I don’t hate myself, just the things I do. But I hope you see that I’m trying to improve.
Perfect on Paper by Her Space Holiday Lyric
I’m that person who belongs neither here nor there, just floating in between.
I’ve changed so much lately. Every single day I wake up different. I feel like I’m fading with each step. All everyone else sees are smiles. They say I’m doing much better. I know I’m doing much worse.
I know it seems like I’m this strong person who can get through anything but inside I’m fragile. I’ve had so many things thrown at me and each one has only made me crack. What I’m afraid of is shattering.
And no one will ever know how many times she told herself that she wasn’t good enough.
If you know how to pretend you’re pretty, people believe you even if you don’t feel like it.
Every shallow teenage tragedy is ruled by their reflection where nothing else matters. What hope is there for me? Just another ugly girl buried by insecurity.
If you’re looking for perfection don’t look at me. I’ll only let you down.
Don’t Look At Me by Stacie Orrico Lyric
For once I wish I could look in the mirror and be proud of what I see, proud of what I turned out to be. Proud to be me.