Personal Quotes
I walk around and act like I don’t care but the smile on my face hides the pain that’s here.
I’ve only daylight to keep me warm, only darkness to hold me as I sleep.
I wake up and think dreams are real. I sleep so I don’t have to feel.
Dream to Make Believe by Armor for Sleep Lyric
I’ve always avoided fights. I make jokes instead. I tell people what they wanna hear in order to avoid confrontation. I pretend to want things I don’t want and I pretend not to want things I do want. No one gets hurt except me. The lines are so crossed and blurred at this point that I don’t know what I want. I just know I want it to be easy.
I used to be a strong girl but a lot has changed, a lot has happened, and I’ve had to deal with so much more than any person should ever have to go through. And you know something? I finally broke. Everything around me crashed and I fell right with it. I’m not that strong anymore.
I’m tired of happily ever after endings. I’m tired of make believe heroes. I’m tired of taking back what I have given. I’m tired of waking up here.
When it Doesn’t Matter by Angela Ammons Lyric
I try to pretend I’m alright but some days I just break down and cry my eyes out.
I try to laugh about it, cover it all up with lies. I try to laugh about it, hiding the tears in my eyes.
Boys Don’t Cry by The Cure Lyric
I still lay in my bed crying myself to sleep, trying to lie to myself saying everything is fine when I really know everything is just a disaster.
I start to worry when things are going so great because I know eventually something is gonna come and f*ck up my perfect world.
I shout but no one listens. I cry but no one listens. I listen but no one speaks. I question but no one answers. You call, I follow. You cry, I help. I question but you don’t answer. I search but you’re not there. Still, I keep listening, hearing, and hoping for someone to just understand.
I sense a stranger filling this room with anguish, a silence that rattles the windows leaving me so cold and numb and somehow this feeling I don’t understand is now my best friend and my enemy all wrapped in one.
I play it off like I got nothing to lie about, nothing to sigh about, but in my heart I know I’ve got something to cry about.
I have tasted the cold steel of my life crashing down before me.
Waste by Staind Lyric