Thought it wouldn’t matter if we didn’t stay together and if it was over maybe it was for the better. I was thinking I’d be alright until I thought it all through. Now I know that I’m not really living if I have to live without you. Guess I had to go away. So much I had to go through. Guess I had to lose you to realize how much I love you.
I Don’t Wanna Live Without Your Love by Chicago Lyric
We’ll ignore each other and look the other way but we both know deep down inside that it wasn’t supposed to end this way.
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was goodbye.
Pathetic isn’t something I would normally call myself, but looking back I’m ashamed at how blind I really was.
People say I have my blonde moments. I have to admit it’s true. But the dumbest one I’ve had was when I said yes to someone like you.
Remember when we first met and I was scared to open myself and my heart up to you? I was scared of getting hurt, scared of being rejected, scared to be myself. Then we talked and I thought we connected and that I finally found someone with a shoulder to cry on and a loving heart. Well, all I can say is I was wrong and it’s guys like you that detour me from finding the nice guy.
Since we’re being brutally honest here you were the worst mistake I’ve ever had the pleasure of making.
Since we’re being totally honest… yeah, I’m jealous, I regret leaving, but I’ll get over it.
Even though I’ve stopped liking you, every time someone says your name my head turns towards them. It’s like every time I hear it I think about all we could have had and what could have happened that didn’t.
I know I made many stupid mistakes in my life but the worst one was thinking the person who hurt me the most wouldn’t hurt me again.