Depressed Quotes
I start to worry when things are going so great because I know eventually something is gonna come and f*ck up my perfect world.
I shout but no one listens. I cry but no one listens. I listen but no one speaks. I question but no one answers. You call, I follow. You cry, I help. I question but you don’t answer. I search but you’re not there. Still, I keep listening, hearing, and hoping for someone to just understand.
I sense a stranger filling this room with anguish, a silence that rattles the windows leaving me so cold and numb and somehow this feeling I don’t understand is now my best friend and my enemy all wrapped in one.
I must be a great actress. The ones who used to be so close can’t even tell when I’m hurting. Just because I say I don’t wanna tell doesn’t mean I don’t really. Can the ones who used to be so close not even tell when I’m hurting anymore?
I love sleep. My life has a tendency to fall apart when I’m awake.
Ernest Hemingway
I like to pretend that everything’s alright because when everybody else thinks your fine, sometimes you forget for a while that you’re not.
I like it when I’m alone because then I don’t have to pretend like everything is okay.
I scream at the sky. It’s easier than crying. I’m shyest when I’m shouting out loud. I feel so alone in a room full of people. I’m loudest when I’m in a crowd. I’m alone and nobody hears me. Can’t anyone heal me? Won’t somebody help me? I’m alone. I just need someone to take my hand and pick me up when I’m feeling down, someone to take my heart and give it a home, someone to help me through the times when I’m down and lonely, someone to be with me when I’m alone. I’m alone, all alone. Alone is the way I live. It’s not the way I want it but you know you can’t give in. Alone is the way I feel. It’s so hard to understand why I’ve gotta be alone. If you took a look at my heart you’d see I’m trying to be something better. If you look at my heart you’d feel it. I’ve gotta keep moving on. If you look at my heart you’d know it. I’m just trying to make the world better. If you look in my heart you’d see it. I gotta do it alone.
Alone by Suicidal Tendencies Lyric
I keep silent even when I’m screaming inside because the things that drive me crazy I have no choice but to hide.
I run upstairs, away from my fears. My face crashes on my pillow, covered in tears.
I just want things to go back to the way they were when my life made sense but that’s never gonna happen and it’s all my fault.
I refuse to look in the mirror. I refuse to see my face, red and tear-streaked, as my world falls out of place. I refuse to look in the mirror to see the hurt in my eyes, the shaking of my body, as I resort to silent cries. I refuse to look in the mirror. The pain in my heart spread like an infection and I witness it all through my reflection. I refuse to look in the mirror to see that last teardrop falls. I refuse to watch the failure as I give up on it all.
I really wish that everything in my life right now was just a dream so I could wake up now and everything would be better.